June 10, 2014

You've got a mail

Today I was really bored after coming back home. Had a long and hectic day in office. The thought of long day full of  meeting makes me depressed, bored and irritated. I had to do something. I wanted to watch a movie. But not sure of which one. I sat in front of my laptop aimlessly staring at the screen. I remebered one movie I watched on one late winter night at MDI with hot steaming soup  and I downloaded that movie - You've got mail.

The movie is quite charming - typical romantic story where a girl falls in love with a stranger who turns out to be the bad guy in her life. But as the time progresses they realize, its their destiny to be together.

But that is not the reason why I liked this movie. There were many things which touched different part of me.

Writing emails and letters - the first and foremost factor which draws me to this movie. An email or a letter makes the relation come alive. Its a thing you can read and re read again - whenever you remember that person, whenever you are feeling low, whenever you need support - love- comfort.
To quote Kathleen Kelly ( the female protagonist) - "The odd thing about this form of communication ( email / letter) is that you're more likely to talk about nothing than something. But I just want to say that all this nothing has meant more to me than so many somethings."
It echoes my feelings. Call me old fashioned, but  I get super excited to find a personal email in my inbox. My hands troumble with excitement while receiving a letter via courier. It makes me feel special, cared and loved.

Kathleen, a small book store owner, is not able to cope up with loss of customers due to opening of a discount book superstore in her neighborhood. She had to close her store with a heavy heart and a sense of losing a big chunk of her life.
She write to the stranger in an email - "Sometimes I wonder about my life. I lead a small life - well, valuable, but small - and sometimes I wonder, do I do it because I like it, or because I haven't been brave? So much of what I see reminds me of something I read in a book, when shouldn't it be the other way around? I don't really want an answer. I just want to send this cosmic question out into the void. So good night, dear void."
I paused the movie, re-winded it to listen to the thought once again.  Isn't it the question all of us ask to ourselves at some or the other point of time but not able to come up with a convincing answer?

If you have not watched this movie, do watch it.
The charming old style courtships and nostalgia mixed with some really impeccable moments where you will be compelled to think about your own life-  is what makes this movie special.
This may not be my favourite movie, but this is the movie i will come back to when I need comfort.
And now time to get back to work - start working on a typical  powerpoint presentation with charts figures and numbers. Back to the real life from reel life.
:-)

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May 8, 2014

Peaceful existence.

I was going through the photos on my cellphone so that I could delete unwanted stuff and create space.
I stumbled upon one  photograph, it was clicked around a year back, in Auroville during a short two day visit to Puducherry. The whole concept of Auroville is fascinating. - a universal town with foundation values peace and harmony.

After doing all the typical tourist sightseeing, we sat down to have a cup of coffee.
After a while,  a very old and frail lady walked in the coffee shop. She had a walking stick in one hand and a small jute sling bag over other shoulder. She looked around, chose a seat at one corner, looking out of coffee shop. She walked to the counter, put her order and sat down at chosen place. She was looking out into the horizon as if some very fascinating thing is unfurling in front of her. Soon , she was served with a small cup of tea. She took tea in her hand, inhaled deeply, smiled and took her first sip. With overflowing satisfaction on her face, she put down the cup and again looked far away. Her face was peaceful. There is no other word to describe the content feeling on her face.


She might be staying alone there, far away from her home, with strangers with different nationalities. But she had made peace with the world around her. As if, she did not have any regrets, any sorrows, any unfulfilled wishes in her life.

At this moment more than anything from that trip, I vividly remember lingering smile on her  face and her calm peaceful eyes.

There are many things a person hopes to achieve in his or her life. Whatever I achieve in my life, I wish for the same content feeling at later stage. Inspiring things may not be very grand or totally outstanding, such small-easy to miss things leave a greater impact. You just have to be receptive to small joys of life.

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